1/17/2017 4:28:00 PM
Okay, noting the technicality, I hope I'm on the right side of the line here.
Here's my short statement, basically an apology, to everyone, including Scott.
I have become a pretty bitter person in the four years without my wife,
and it's made me very difficult to be around, I see that now.
The last song I put out here, was misinterpreted, but I've chosen
to delete that song here. From now on, I'll only put out a song here at this site,
that basically deserves to be here... my sadder stuff, I have my other site
for that, for the argument of creating for the therapeutic value to me personally.
So, basically, everyone's gonna see a lot less of me here.
I'm choosing to do this, basically for everyone's sake.
Life's hard enough without being around a sad sack,
who really can't help being a sad sack. At least, I've recognized this,
that I am that... and well like I said, you'll see less of me. Only songs that really should be released here... now and then, I manage to do one...
and no more Pipeline for me. Yeah. No.
I think it's best for all, me included.
Yeah, I can be lively sometimes,
but I can also be a heluva downer,
and honestly that was never my intent.
And since I never know when I will turn 48 shades of blue...
I'll keep it to releasing the good ones when and if I do 'em,
and religiously avoid the forum. I'm a verbose person, anyway,
which this 'short' post testifies to.
Thank you, All,
for the Golden Kayak Award,
"Indie Music People" by BEATLESEX
I was pretty surprised by that. And I appreciate it very much. Thank you.
Scott, you were nice enough to invite me here, and you did not deserve
the headache I've been to you, for really no bigger reason, than I am terminally miserable, and it's really hard for that not to show, I'm best off keeping to myself, but I'm totally okay with the songs we did being on display where they can be enjoyed ("The Ticking Clock")
God Bless, Much Love, Happy New Year, ~Lesley Jane, NYC