Co-Title song from my new CD "Therapy, This Time It's Personal"
All music and vocals written, performed and produced by Stoneman
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R&B/Hip-Hop song about recovering from child abuse and war.
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I'm in therapy, for P T S D
I'm in therapy, cause I'm brave enough top face my demons
In bed I close my eye's and faces of the past torment me
And scary images of what I went through seem to haunt me
extension cords and belts come whistling towards my face and body
And blood red eye's of hate are telling me that I've been naughty
the pain is hard to take the ridicule is hard to stomach
The fear is hard to shake I always think a beatings coming
With sweaty palms I wake, my fists are swinging at my demon
Oh Lord for heavens sake, I pray some day i'll be a free man
I'm in therapy, for P T S D
I'm in therapy, cause I'm brave enough to face my demons
Therapy, cause this is what I need
I'm in therapy, cause only love of self and life can beat them
No longer can I keep my history of pain a secret
No longer will I act like nothings wrong and I don't feel it
This is my declaration of my will to fight sincerely
And I don't care if all my family and friends can hear me
Cause I'm standing up and throwing away the guilt of others
And I'm telling the truth cause lies don't ease my pain no longer
And I'm shouting it out, and I don't care if you believe me
Cause of I have the right to be angry for pain and beatings
I'm in therapy, for P T S D
I'm in therapy, cause I'm brave enough to face my demons
Therapy, cause this is what I need
I'm in therapy, cause only love of self and life can beat them
Don't try to say I'm weak, cause the only the strong can survive what I did
I'm bringing to the light all the things that were hid and I don't give a damn
if you like it cause its not about you dig
This is my therapy, and that’s why this song here is all about me
cause I know that the truth is gonna set me free
from visions of the past when a foot was up my ass can you hear me now
Remember when I use to try suicide and even though I came close
I never really died and I'm glad that couldn't succeed
Cause now I know the truth about me and i love me
Some bad memories had messed me up, self hate and fear had depressed me up
But now I'm not scared to confess me up, cause God blessed me up and I'm man in it up you know
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