Transcender
- a voice that carries
the weight of the world |
It
wasn't just your average fall day when I first heard the music of
Transcender.
I was doing some routine listening, checking out new acts when
I
was completely blown away by both songs on the page. In this
case
though, I had to look a little closer because let's just say there was
something about this artist beyond the songs themselves that made one's
ears perk up. I looked at some of the info provided on the
page and
saw that one of the songs had a guest appearance by Astrid Young, who I
happened to know was Neil Young's half-sister. This knowledge
was
there because, well.. Neil is probably, outside of the Beatles, my
number
one rock hero of all time. I put two-and-two together in my
head
and for the next few weeks I went around telling friends I was
relatively
certain we had Neil Young on the site. The one song, Tear
Hate Down, sounded like some kind of lost Neil classic from
the After
the Gold Rush days. The part that sold this idea to me most
was the
quality of the songs. They just went soo deep, and musically
were
sophisticated enough that I was thinking to myself, why did Neil save
these
songs, they're killer. So.. to make a long story
short, thru
an artist friend I began a communication with this rather enigmatic
figure,
and I gotta say, put him thru more close scrutiny than any other
Spotlight
artist, by far. :) To be
honest, I definitely put
up with some attitude and the like, dealing with him, that I wouldn't
normally
have, except for who he "is". It probably won't insult him if
I say
that he's a very unusual character, reminds me of one of the colorful
eccentric
individuals who lit up the online indie community in the early days of
the mp3, flaws showing yet bursting with angst and fresh
opinions.
All in all, if you add his songs up with his writing (his
answers
in this interview for instance), probably the most accurate, yet ironic
thing I can say about the individual I only know as George Transcender,
is that he's a one-of-a-kind artist.
Anyway,
rather than start him out with a question, George asked if he could
make
an opening statement, so I'm gonna let him get this thing started..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
“i
am not neil young”
subtitles:-----------[
“whoa is me”, the ballad of george transcender ]
--------- [“i thought this was supposed to be about the
music”?]
-------------------------[“sometimes i feel like cuba”]
nota
bene:
i
write this preface under self imposed duress
due
to the passive yet pervasive persecution received via musical
recognition
denied,
merely
because my singing voice is similar to neil’s…
i
am not neil young, never thought i was, never wanted to be anyone but
myself,
not
related by dna, but i’ll proudly admit to a soul/blood relation in
musical
spirit…
so
first, let me clear a whole lotta air
by
genuflecting to the 801 lb gorilla that is the music of neil young…
now
if i had a dollar for every “you sound like neil young” or,
[
someone responding to hearing my music and not knowing it was
mine,]
“is
that neil young” ?; well, let’s just say i’d be chest deep in dollars,
[
and finally able to realize transcenderarts stated mission to help
missing
children.]…
and
the only 2 things i could do to not sound like him would be to not
sing,
[
then i’d have to kill myself,] or have a vocal cord operation,
but
then i’d face the risk of sounding like donald duck !, and so fuck
both.]…
this
interview was bred by the increasing amount of “shout box”
comments,
“recent
topics” rumors that i was in fact neil by another one of his pseudonyms,
[
a la bernard shaky,] along with numerous emails in my box asking the
same
question…
i
here, now, want to thank scott stambaugh for the opportunity to
employ
this
forum [ w/out edit,] to discredit those rumors and more,
the
more being to list “connections”, coincidences and downright trivia, to
wit:
that
his sister sings on a few of my songs – “connection”…
that
neil and i are both scorpios, [ for those subscribing to such things,]
– coincidence…
that
we both desire to record under full moons – coincidence…
that
we both have @ least 3 related med conditions,
[
brain, back and hearing,] [ that i know of,] – coincidence…
that
we both have similar sounding vocal cords while singing – coincidence,
[
an acute/critical appreciation would assert my cord timbre sounding
thicker,
richer.]…
that
when neil came out with ”trans” in the early 80’s, i felt compelled to
request of friends who had previously nicknamedly referred to me as
“trans”,
to
cease that habit of affection, [“thanks neil”.] - trivia…
that
neil dug brando the actor’s stand alongside native americans in visits
to the taken over alcatraz, and that i befriended the subject of 1 of
my
b/w photographic portraits,
[
see transcenderarts b/w menu “yaqui-apache”,] who was behind the
steering
wheel of the boat that ferried brando back n forth from alcatraz –
coincidence…
that
neil’s “pochohantas” mentions brando,
that
i wrote “bury my heart at wounded knee”,
[
after reading dee browns same name seminal book,]
which
features the topanga canyon coyotes on the intro,
that
neil and i both lived in “t-o”, [ albeit my stay being very brief,]
and
that buffy st.marie wrote a song with exactly the same title 10 yrs
after
mine,
that
she was married to jack nietzsche, who wrote a synth passage i
“borrowed”,
[
about 20 seconds worth,] [ and the “only” thing i ever
“borrowed”,]
from
my favorite neil song – “trivia”, [ “hi neil, hope you’re grinnin’ @
that
last one”.]…
that
i’m friends with an attorney
who
worked for the firm that won neil his lionel choochoo train case –
trivia…
that
during the mid 90’s prep for my “songs for parents of missing children”
cd,
a
musician came to my house to audition,
[
his interest in my material inspired equally by the material and the
vocal
cords,]
who
described recording at neil’s ranch, [ i believe he said neil was on
tour,]
w/briggs
being on his last legs, meeting pegi and the kids and how nice she was
etc
and
generally going thru his experience there, tho he didn’t get the gig
w/me
– trivia…
that
i stopped listening to neil’s music completely in 1985 for 2
reasons;
i
came to the realization that his continued influence would taint my
emerging
style,
admittedly
a good sized neil chunk,
tho
w/numerous variations from my own veins,- dis-connection ?, [ aka fork
in the road,]
and
6 months prior to “landing on water”, an album from iceland came out
with
1 of my songs on it whose album cover was way too eerily like the cover
of “landing on water”
which
was, as i said, released about 6 months after mine – coincidence…
even
had a beloved danny whitten-like now drug dead friend,
[
remaining nameless,]
[
for who i wrote the still unreleased “to an addict”,]
and
a jack nietzsche-like keyboard/arranger type, [ remaining
nameless,]
who
betrayed me to the depths- coincidence…and enough of this…
in
my first public interview, [ this being the 2nd, almost 7 yrs
later,]
shortly
after “songs for parents of missing children” appeared in 2000 of the
common
era, national public radio asked if i wanted to do an interview, to
which
i replied “yes”…
it
wasn’t 5 minutes into the event when the host asked the inevitable
question,
“it’s
been said by many that your music sounds a lot like neil
young”,
and
the next words outta my mouth were “here we go again”,
in
a somewhat sarcastic yet humorous tone of resignation,
and
then proceeded to leave it at this 1 liner: [ and i paraphrase myself
here,]
-
“any
serious songwriting musician who hasn’t been influenced by the music
of
neil young is either a fool, a liar; or both”, and left it at
that…
so
with all this stated, what’s left to declare ?...
that
i consider neil’s music the gold standard in all categories is
stipulated
by now…
he
was the first artist whose “down” songs made me cry,
and
because his artistic honesty/integrity was so fucking consistently high
for so long,
it’s
like one of those monster sports records you know is never gonna be
approached,
much
less broken, [ joni was the only other artist to bring tears on a
consistent
basis.]…
the
first song i considered “filler”, [ for neil,] was “motorcycle mama”,
and
it was then
that
i realized this cat has now been proven musically fallible,
[
human,]
yet
the disappointment was tempered by the outrageous non filler to filler
ratio,
until
’85, when, as i mentioned, i ceased listening to his music,
[
and to eschew music you treasure is no easy sacrifice,] except for some
things like
“rockin’
in the free world” or “harvest moon”, which would drift into my line of
hearing on the very rarely turned on contemporary radio stations…to
clarify
a bit more, i also stopped listening to anything but classical since
’85
with the same reasoning; that any other songs i would hear might
influence
my songwriting style, and the same went for reading, after polishing
off
most of dostoyevsky and hesse and a hundred others as a young man,
“bury
my heart at wounded knee” was the last book i read, [ i believe it was
’80/81,] as i feared my developing literary style would be affected in
the same manner…
the
similarities between neil and i probably outnumber the differences,
certainly
artistically
if not politically, ie, the right wing thrust on “hawks n doves” i
chalk
up to a man tryin’ to find his way and that a bit of “pissin’ in the
wind”
was goin’ on there,
[
since most of my pol-leanings are far to the left of his,]
yet
the music was still so fucking brilliant…and speaking of differences in
opinion,
i
hope you’ll stick around for the interview q and a that follows this
intro,
as with
just
a bit of patience and forbearing, you might discover some things
interesting
enough
to use as seeds, and hopefully not ammunition…
there
are cowardly character snipers out there, those who would vilify due to
their bein’ on “the losing end” of truth; those lowlife vindictive
souls
who feel they need unhealthy
attention;
yes, i’ve tasted their wind all my life, ain’t nothing new…
and
i’m sure somewhere down the line,
someone
who really doesn’t understand art will refer to me as “the poor mans
neil
young” or whatever their feeble mind can conjure, but truth be told, i
could not give a whit of a fuck about what others say, as it’s all
about
the music to me,
whoever’s
name is stamped on it…
i
cannot count the times folks have related to me how “your music made me
cry”,
and
there is no greater validation for an artist than to know his work is
intense
and honest enough to produce that line, to know you constructed art so
powerfull
as
to elicit the most intense human emotional reaction of cathartic tears…
but
know that while i may compose substantially in a dark vein,
i
live in the light
of
positive projection, [ notwithstanding the space taken up by healthy
cynicism,]
smile
easily and look for the good in all people as a first reaction…
fools
who waste time by comparing artists,
[
clapton versus stevie ray, picasso/cezanne, apples and oranges etc,]
are
not hip,
miss
out on what’s real, and in the process, dilute the sacredness of art…
all
comparisons are odious, as it’s all about, [ should be about,] the
song,
the art,
the
gift of illumination that it gives you…
accept
it for its singularity and you’ll appreciate it more…
on
by best days, i view neil as a peer,
tho
with that being said, i have my doubts that despite whatever “tear hate
down”,
[
currently # 24,] may rack up on his lwwtoday songs page,
that
it will not see the light of the lwwtoday home page
and
into the top 10 for the majority to hear…
were
that to transpire, this seasoned cynic would be surprised in the
xtreme,
and
a concurrent faith in both neil’s integrity and humanity would rise in
stock...
we’ll
see what we shall see…
i
hereby declare the forgoing to be true n accurate under the penalty of
my conscience…
Scott:
Do you remember the time in your life when music became really
important
to you ?
George:
yes, it’s etched so deeply that it would probably withstand alzheimer’s
disease,
but
before i lay it, i want to express that in order for music’s importance
to reach that level, it had to be prefaced by a foundation...that
foundation
was in the form of irish/scottish lullabies sung to me as a baby and as
a little boy to soothe my savage breast, [ born intense ?,] by my now
recently
deceased mother,
[
see transcenderarts b/w photo menu, “alzheimer’s series 1-4,]
and
during that period, being drawn to certain songs from the mostly turned
on radio
that
imprinted, and which from about age 9 on, had me singin’ along note for
note...
the
period when music felt as emotionally integral to my very existence as
love was
occurred
when i moved out of the house i’d lived in my entire 16 yrs and into my
own apartment, lengthy enough in distance to be thought of as far
away;
alone,
[ except for my dog,] for the first time in my life...
it
was, in effect, a 2nd and final severing of my umbilical cord so to
speak...
to
be so young and completely on my own, [cept for my aforementioned
dog,]
was
a daunting experience...i began literature in that pioneer cabin, [
that’s
how i pictured it, as i was self isolated for the first time in my
life.]...
in
order to attempt writing my deepest feelings, i needed music,
as
certain music made me cry, and tears were cathartic
and
catharsis is empowering if seen thru to resolution...
and
with the album playing, after comin’ home from long hard
labor,
in
complete darkness, i began writing,
[
on large sheets of paper to compensate for the lack of visible
lines/margins,]
for
the next 6 months or so, [ the pain of first expression so
intense,]
until
i finally broke thru to a higher level and wrote with the lights on...
it
was during that 16th year that i began playin’ guitar,
maybe
the cheapest piece of shit 6 string acoustic to exist,
[
which i still have - - yrs later and is now emotionally priceless to
me,]
along
with whatever album i had on, and from then on,
realized
more and more as time passed
how
primal and universal a need music is to the human psyches growth of
compassion,
and
just as importantly, its maintenance...
Scott:
Reading your site, and listening to your songs, it's obvious you have
rather
strong political opinions. If you were a member of congress,
what
issues would be your priorities ? :)
George:
firstly, i’d respond by substituting the term “political” with the word
“moral”,
[
semantics hopefully being the universal translator here,]
and
then assert “rather strong” to be an understatement...
as
a self defined non violent anarchist, i’m stretchin’ very hard to
imagine
myself part of a gov whose precepts and rules were constructed by white
racist males while they were,
[
and btw still are,] engaged in the ethnic/cultural cleansing of the
native
americans...
the
question is akin to asking 1 of the worlds most adamant agnostics what
he’d change about the theocracy he strains each and every single day
and
nite to remain afloat in,
so
i’ll do like we do when we view a fictionalized movie or film, i’ll
accept
the working premise and give this somewhat generic response,
boldfacing
the paramount words central to everything that flows from
there
to
be used as touchstones of understanding @ least proper sequence
imperative...
part
of “thinking globally” is beginning each day with the remembrance that
today,
30,000
children will needlessly die on this “shared” planet, and since i
prefer
focus of
solution
over control, [ time always the determinate,] the priority issues would
be
all
things affecting children, children and children, raising their value
to
the divine...
children’s
physical, emotional, [ read *spiritual,] and intellectual
welfare...
to
quote the tagline in “nine one one response”,
[
transcenderarts- literature menu-poem,]
“a
poisoned soil will always produce a poisoned harvest”, which is, as
with
any and all things, able to be reduced to having children’s futures as
sequentially first in planning
and
writing into all legislature enacted...
[
*spiritual = non theistic, [ pure/altruistic,] kindness,
goodness,
compassion et cetera.]...
but
in a world system where one cannot legislate morality,
well,
that’s where the cynic comes in,
tho
never forgetting that the cynic is like a gold coin covered in rust...
[
scratching away the rust, “ay, there’s the rub”.]...
Scott:
Why in your opinion is mainstream music so lacking ?
George:
i’ll stipulate to your assertion that mainstream music is “so
lacking”,
and
that mainstream, by definition, [ mine @ least,] has always been
lacking;
that’s
why it’s termed “middle of the road”, it takes no chances, employs no
courage
and
appeals to the masses that don’t want/need courageous art in their
lives
as
it causes them to evaluate their own lives too much…
additionally,
in 1980 or so when disease ridden, soul infected mtv appeared,
it
took away an integral component of the listener having to imagine for
themselves
what
images if any they were to visualize while listening to their faves…
watchin’
monitor images, [ and fast edit montage 99 % of the time no
less,]
takes
from the purity previously allocated to closing your eyes and listening,
or
dancin’ w/out watchin’ images as the musical case may be…
since
then,
the
mtv trickle down devaluation of the spirit of music has only worsened
matters,
breeding music of less and less substance, music less personal
because
you didn’t supply your own stamp of bonding with it
by
closing your eyes and purely listening…
in
6 short words, music is an aural medium, period…I
Scott:
In your song Happy
New Year USA, one of the interesting lines is "your
television love
will never touch you with its kiss"
I
sense a nostalgia for America pre cell-phones, 300 cable channels,
etc.
How would you rate the progress of American culture ? :)
George:
you have a good sensing device scott, and it is not a nostalgia, but
rather
a disdain for anything which in the wider view, [ after the
trickledown,]
dilutes the human touch,
[
see transcenderarts computer use policy statement on my home pg.]…you
got
a planet full of people talkin’ into a fuckin’ cell while doin’
everything
but havin’ sex,
[
that’s probably next on the list !,] while they could be making a more
substantial contribution to the upward evolution of their species by
looking
into the eyes of the person they’re talking to, or having sex with, and
so on, and that also includes so forth !,
[
the artist wrote with a wide grin.]…
as
for the “progress” of american “culture”;
my
view considers that phrase semantically challenging…
american
empire is the vanguard of all that is wrong with culture,
and
diplomacy tells me i should stop there, cause to expound would only
lead
down the road of explanation as to how the fuck can the worlds riche$t
“culture” allow
30,000
children to perish unnaturally and in agony from the face of the planet;
every
single day, year after year, generation after generation;
and
so i would chose the more apt “regress” of american culture,
[
as to where the nail head is.]…
Scott:
Do you perform live, any interesting experiences in that realm ?
George:
don’t perform live because, now get this:
the
booker says they can’t book me cause i’m not known,
to
which i reply how am i gonna get known if you won’t book
me”
?
fuck
all these catch 22’s; @ this stage,
i
need the assistance
of
a small posse of ethical yet assertive hard-assed representation…
as
to pt 2 of the q:
i’m
reminded of a nyc greenwich village gig i did way back on a summer fri
nite
with
a packed house in a well known folkie club which was run by a well
known
folkie,
[
will remain nameless,] who gathered the 3 performers on the bill that
nite
before the show started and declared to all in no uncertain terms that,
“there will be no one accepting encores tonite”, [ i assume it was a
time
factor or some such.]…
i
was the 2nd performer of the 3, and in the middle of my first
song
of a short set of about 5 or so songs, i heard the annoying sound of
talking
comin’ from way back in the club…i stopped, waited for a second, and
then
with a velvet glove, gave an impromptu 30 second lecture on how i’d be
damned if i’d continue in an atmosphere of disrespect and how i drove
30
miles into the fucking hot july city to play for you folks etc, to
which
there was a response of absolute applause…i then continued with a
blistering,
intense set, and after i announced this was the last song and finished
it, the encore started…since it didn’t abate, i respected the audience
and played 1 more…when another encore started and didn’t let up, i
played
another song, which led to a 3rd encore…after completing the song, i
left
the stage to raucous appreciation, and right in my pathway were the
other
musicians and the club owner who by this time had fire in his eyes…and
just as he was about to curse me out for defying his rules, i said in a
loud enough voice to all to hear,
“take
the money you owe me for this gig and shove it up your ass” !, and
walked
out of the club, not to perform again for many years, as my baby boy
was
born a month later,
and
i wanted and needed to imprint and bond full time…
Scott:
You write about truth. Do you consider yourself
introspective, and
where would you rank yourself in the area of self-awareness ?
George:
a serious songwriter by definition must be introspective,
[
and since i am a serious songwriter.]…
and
with my tongue in my cheek,
i
would rank myself # 67 in a world of 6 billion in self awareness…
Scott:
You have some strong opinions on 911, who do you think the perpetrators
are ?
George:
this is a question of gravity that requires the reader to slowly chew
and
digest the answer,
if
only because the brevity of the answer requires i take shortcuts…
i’ll
start this one with the short answer; american/british foreign policy…
and
for that to make sense, i’ll start w/this example…
the
poem i penned round midnite of sept-11-2001 is entitled “nine one one
response”,
as
in the 911 emergency response call # for help in life and death
situations…
on
the way to its dissemination on the worldwideinterweb, some surface
thinker
changed
the title to “9/11 response”, [ as in sept-11 response, and that is
incorrect.]…
this
anti war poem, [ see transcenderarts literature menu poem “nine
one one response”,]
drew
the fbi into my life i believe because of the tag line
“a
poisoned soil will always produce a poisoned harvest”…
that
poem is the progenitor of a sculpture in process and of the song “tear
hate down”
which
lays the wider view
and
asserts that when the powerless and impoverished feel threatened enough,
they
will lash out with the only means at their disposal,
[
one mans stealth bomber is another mans suicide commercial airliner.]…
an
act as violent as that bears testament that the east feels cornered,
[
with merit,] by the west’s neo-colonialist designs and intolerance for
anything but
the
judeo-christian model, and does not perceive islam to be inclusive of
that
model,
[
and hey folks, there is actually no true separation between church and
state !,
which
is intrinsically a core component problem here.]…
america’s
current interests in the mid-east can be extrapolated
from
within a reading of “the project for the new american
century”,
the
regional domination and preemption doctrine designed to foundationally
act
as
an oil insurance policy for american/western interests for the coming
century,
[
that’s the summation of the policy, its essence.]…
and
when i think of sept-11-2001, these phrases reflex in my mind:
“for
every action there is a reaction” etc, “what comes around goes around”
etc,
“the
love you give is equal to” etc, not to mention “a poisoned soil” etc…
i
can only hope to make it clear that in a non violent radical philosophy
such as mine,
the
truth needs to be acknowledged first before the aforementioned soil is
cleansed…
the
truth is often hard to handle; and jingoistic slogans, provocative
posturing,
[
and i’m not talkin’ trivia like the “functional” fetal alcohol syndrome
victim current american presidential office holders “bring it on”
testosteronic
rantings, but rather the inherent arrogance of a “culture” who owes its
place on the n.american continent
to
the extremist policy of native american ethnic cleansing,]
[
read genocide,]
will
only lead to escalation,
[
“tear hate down” ie; “unless you break the chain, then reaction breeds
reaction” etc,]
which
is where gandhi’s non violent methods, [ or whoever you ascribe it
to,
be
it thoreau, king jr, or others before and since,]
come
in as the only answers, even if it means death,
which
btw is not, [ contrary to the theistic belief system,] the ultimate
sacrifice…
seems
when push comes to shove, human evolution always takes a downward
flexure…
wisdom
is the thought, but courage is the action/inaction,
[
whatever the case may be.]…
reader,
know that my aim here is not to offend, but rather to
offer/express
a
deeper understanding of what led to that event in respect to the
question
posed…
critical
thinkers realize you cannot “support the troops”,
[
who are doing the actual murdering,] and not support the war;
it
is the quintessential oxymoronic example, akin to being in 2 places @ 1
time…
all
one has to do is investigate extensive available documented evidence,
empirical
and substantial, circumstantial patterned evidence vis a vis america’s
financially
incestuous and military base deals for protection with saudi arabia,
[
19 outta 20 jackers were saudi’s, not iraqi’s,]
and
myriad other plays to be assured/convinced we are in empire mode
hardcore,
and
domination/empire mode will inevitably bring upon itself xtreme
reaction,
especially
by the “have nots out in the cold”…
so
to sum: we need to look long enough into the mirror long and hard enough
so
that the eyes of the soul staring back understands both emotionally
and
intellectually, [ those rare seminal self realization life changing
moments,]
that
americas agenda is empire driven and by definition, immoral @ its base…
all
empire is inherently de-evolutionary, be it rome, germany, america,
n.korea
or china,
and
this goes as well for any and all theistic empire, [ 1 coin needs 2
sides.]…
this
crow-line explanation is 1 aspect of making my position known,
but
i really don’t have the patience for it,
[
hence it becomes embedded in poetic literature,]
[
see transcenderarts literature menu cd description,]
and
so rather than write these rare public words,
i
encapsulate it in the writing of poem “nine one one response”
or
song “tear hate down” and others of those and other mediums…
bottom
line/s: you can’t strive for an egalitarianism society
and
be a contributing member of empire simultaneously;
they’re
mutually exclusive and opposite ends…
read
gandhi, thoreau, emerson, noam chomsky, edward said, jeffery sachs,
arundati
roy;
scholars
who can write it straight better than i can, and w/out my poetical
disabilities,
!,
they
will serve us all well…
i
can only hope, [ he wrote w/a sly and knowing grin,]
that
your readers/listeners truly desire to elevate the discourse
and
don’t regret some of the q’s because of some of the a’s they’ve
produced…
Scott:
What do you consider the single most important political issue ?
George:
since i adhere to the dictum that you cannot legislate morality,
i
can only answer that q with a general statement which says that the
rights
and welfare
of
every infant/child be sequentially placed first and foremost
“politically”…
and
believe this or not, i consider myself apolitical,
ie;
“a vote in the system is a vote for the system”,
and
the ever unpopular “the problem is not the officer, it’s the office”,
[
which doesn’t get that moral failure bush off the hook,
he’s
just hangin’ there with all the others that preceded him]…
yes
reader: just because gandhi did it in w/big time non violence in a 3rd
world country
does
not mean it cannot be done in the seat of empire…
Scott:
What are your thoughts on the cult of personality as it relates to
music
? How valid is it for listeners to put the artists under a
microscope
in addition to indulging in, consuming the music ?
George:
well, as soon as the word “cult” appears, i know it’s a negative
pursuit,
whether
it relates to theism, music or anything else…
your
use of that word is spot on, and yet it’s not my intention to cast
aspersions;
still,
this subject is quite a sticky one…
recently
availed myself of your telling me about neil’s “hyperrust” fan site
by
visiting for the first/last time just to see what was goin’ on in there…
discovered
way too much involvement in the personal issues of the artist and his
life,
yet
realized fans, [ fan is short for fanatic,] want to get as much as they
can
about
someone whose art has assumedly changed or influenced their lives…
leaves
that tabloid taste in the tissue of my upper palate, reminds me of the
e channel,
smacks
too much of celebrity worship, and being a reasonable primate, [
agnostic,]
knows
inherently that nothing should be worshipped
except
infants and children up to a certain period of life experience…
the
way i see it in this particular case is that neil’s catalogue is so
large,
[ substantial,]
that
one who truly appreciates the music at its deepest level has enough
material
to listen,
[
rotation wise,] from his earliest work and on up to the present for the
rest of their lives
without
having any time to indulge in dissection of personality…
1
topic i found too close to home was the discovery
about
how much neil “fans” disliked america’s “horse w/no name”,
[
and finding it the probable cause of a foolish lifelong neglect of
transcender’s
music,]
because
many initially thought it was in fact neil,
and
that rationale is contrary to the spirit of music, [ i’m sure
neil
would agree here.]…
and
lest i offend more than i already unintentionally but probably
have,
i’ll
end this question as 1 best left in the hands/minds of mental health
professionals
by
saying “cie la vie” or “different strokes for different folks” et
cetera,
and
hope against hope it calms the readers now unnecessary raging internal
storm…
Scott:
Have you ever had any UFO or other experiences of high strangeness
?
George:
“no, not yet” to the first part of the question, and an emphatic “yes”!
to the latter, ie;
people
keep mistaking my music for neil young’s music !...
[
high strangeness comes in many guises.]…
Transcender
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