sample by stevie wonder, produced by Cryptic Wisdom
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[intro]:(stevie)
no more lying friends
wanting tragic ends
though they do pretend
they won't go when I go
[verse]:[1]
I wake up to the most painful shame, huh
this incredible make up that covers my face up
is finally gone, though my rhyming is hard,
it's a fuckin' disgrace, UGH, I can't believe
that I've blackened the things, that used to be pure
abusive for sure, it happened to me, I'm a blasphemous freak
that's tattered beat, I've done this to myself
and it's evident... cause I'm rightfully livin' in hell
I've managed to damage my beautiful Katherine
she can't tell me she loves me, whenever she hugs me
hidden with sarcasm... life's basically over
but I'm chasin' the hope for, another chance
to make her happy again, I'd give up rapping and quit
and wouldn't think twice to running back to this shit
but hip hop is all that'll stick, when the times'll get thick
and I'm missin' her so... yo my life is a bitch!
[hook]:[1](2x)
they won't go when I go
I miss 'er
they won't go when I go
I'm bitter
they won't go when I go
come back
they won't go when I go
fuck that
[verse]:[2]
and if you're thinkin' it's bad, you aint even seein' the half
no sleep for days at a time, please, I'm hatin' my life
but I love it cause kasen's all that is right,
-n- I'm ragin' inside, I'm depraved of the sight
of my beautiful son, hatred is like, the usual gun
that makes it alright, I think I'm losin' my son
cause everytime that I see 'em,
I feel less like a father should prolly' be feelin'
things aint lookin' up for katherine and I
it feels like I'm practically dyin', I'm not actually survivin'
I'm dyin' slowly, I lie awake, nightly hoping
that GOd might be joking, but I know that he aint
I'm sick of bein' keen with this pain from bein' insane
more and more, I'm believin' in hate, I was decieved by the fate
I was supposedly promised, now I'm chokin' and vomit
from the tears and the coughin', the end is near, and I want it
[hook]:[2](2x)
they won't go when I go
I miss 'er
they won't go when I go
I'm bitter
they won't go when I go
come back
they won't go when I go
fuck that
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