Its has a mysterious sound to it, includes elements of hip-hop like turntable-ism. Lyrics are rapped melodically.
Steven J Dauley: Vocals, Lyrics, Production, Mixing and mastering, sound Engineering
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It's about a man who loses his wife (and mother of his child) despite all his efforts to keep her happy. but despite her leaving him, he explains that no matter what he will still be there for her when she needs him.
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I gave you all my love but you turned it down
did everything i can to prevent a frown.
i put some food in ya tummy and some money in ya pocket
gave you my love every day but you ain't want it
I did one thing wrong, now I'm out of luck
and everything i did write, just ain't enough
i tried to apologize but you ain't accept it
took off the ring i bought you and our matching necklace
packed up all ya things and then left
but i still feel like, I'm gonna love you to the death
you even played me. yeah you stabbed me in the back
but I'm still askin for forgiveness on a track
you went back to your parents house and took my daughter
took away my family, now I'm a single father
I told you how i feel but now i put it on a track
I'm just tryna let you know girl i still got ya back
(Hook)
Verse 2:
What's this i hear about you goin around poppin pills
That ain't the right way for you to deal with the way you feel
you runnin outa money, now you ain't even eatin
i buy you some food, you tell me you dont like my reasons
cuz i love you and i miss you, but you dont wanna hear it
every time i say that word it seems like you kinda fear it
so i go back home full of anxiety
all these fucked up feelings got e rethinking sobriety
i try to forget you but i see you all the time
i look at my daughter, got you stuck up on my mind
it makes it harder for me to spend time with her
i look at her and start to wonder, why it didnt work
and i dont wanna run off like my father did
but now i understand why he didnt wanna see his kids
but when i see her, Ima pick her up and put her on my lap
and let her know, daddy always gonna have her back
(hook)
Verse 3:
I look back and ask myself how can i be so dumb
put too much pressure on you, i shoulda let you have some fun
you went out and had your fun but why am i still alone
im stressin every second yeah im bout to explode
i gotta sleep on the same bed where we made our daughter
my anger got me thinkin thoughts of manslaughter
not to you, I'm just sayin, Its a general feeling
I know a couple white boys i wouldnt mind killin
but i refrain from these thoughts girl, cuz i respect you
my intentions aint to hurt you they were always to protect you
but caught up in a different frame of mind i made a bad move
but you place blame on me, i aim to disprove
but no matter what i say you'll always hold a grudge
cuz thats the way you are, but thats the girl i love
forgiveness must be one of the abillities you lack but either way girl rermember that I always got your back
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