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About my father leaving.
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Searching
(Intro)
You never, never
you never, never
(Chorus)
I know, oh i know
that people come and go
i wanted you to stay
stay with me
i was lost out in the world
i’ll never feel again, all i do is run
out of breath inside my lungs
I know, oh i know
that people come and go
i wanted you to stay
stay with me
(Verse)
8 years old
heart still feels cold
i remember being told
what i bet you didn't know
something inside me died when you left me
took away my pride, it died when you left me
saying hold onto this ring
like it was the last thing that you’d ever bring, home
probably thought it was the right thing, when you knew that you was wrong
as your fist went through wall of our home
it’s not the only thing you wrecked, feel all alone
hear my mother screaming all up on the phone
to the cops, feeling lost, heart stops
finger crossed, stomach drops, as i shake and rock
you’re in the garage
screaming out your lies
my whole world collapsed that night
didn’t know it back then but things would never be the same since that fight
could've done better, maybe could have made it right
never forget it too
you left me feeling blue
hate in me man it grew
mad at me because of you
eaten up i had to chew
spit it out in front of you
i guess this is what i had to do
yeah you stayed around for a while
see you on everyone other weekend
it was alway hard to smile
i can still hear the shrieking
hide up under covers while you yelling speaking
under cover i could see i was peeping
see you with a new partner or whatever
as time us gets lesser
i start to wonder if i pester
you can blame it on the pressure
at least me and my sister still together
still remember the car ride from yours to mums
you telling me you’re starting a life without us
you moved on
so i guess i should too
i got a step dad for a father and he's better than you
looking back i use to get upset about it all the time
wondering how your doing
how your life is, if its fine
even though never worried about mine
say you cared from a distance
I learnt something called persistence
(Chorus)
I know, oh i know
that people come and go
i wanted you to stay
stay with me
i was lost out in the world
i’ll never feel again, all i do is run
out of breath inside my lungs
I know, oh i know
that people come and go
i wanted you to stay
stay with me
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