Lyrics and music by: DeMonicka
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It's not the new song, it's actually the 2nd song I have written when I learnt how to compose a song, which was approximately 3 years ago. I didn't change much, since I like listening to the original to hear how much I have improved (although I will probably do a new version, but today's not the day :)
The lyrics? Losing faith in the beloved one. Giving 100%, but receiving only 20%. Putting him on the pedestal while being always the 2nd choice. Waking up for him at 4 in the morning, even though he doesn't remember you during his free time.
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Human being
I'm not sure if I'm one anymore
you can't really tell
have you ever been a human before?
it's all said and done
I don't know if I can go much further
we both were here
we could have lived it like a dream
I'm losing my faith in you 2x
everything I did
everything I tried to do didn't really matter
I tried so hard
I cried so hard but couldn't change a thing
as much as I treasure
the life that you have breathed into me
the biggest mistake
you've ever made was to keep alive
I'm losing my faith in you 2x
I shouldn't have fallen in love with you
So defeated, abandoned
You don't love me the way I want you to
oh why did you make me think you're the one?
If you knew you're not
It hurts to know I might have as well let go
I'm losing my faith in you 4x
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