Monicka FerensObsession
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Monday, March 22, 2021 8:55:32 PM
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2020 IAIA Golden Kayak Award Nominees


A heavy and dark story about emotional attachment that went a little too far.

written and composed by Monicka Ferens

It's a miracle I recorded that song. Due to pandemic and all other circumstances, I found myself unable to record anything. But one day I realized I was about to be alone at home for half of the day. I decided to put it to good use. Initially I began recording something completely different, but I didn't really it. Then this song popped into my my mind. I recorded it in an hour. I'm so proud of that song. I wrote the lyrics about a decade ago and I never thought they'd get their own melody. I wrote the song in March last year but I assumed I would never record it. But here it is. And I love it.
I woke up as someone else
In someone else's dream
I don't know how I got here
but I refuse to leave

But where would I go if the pain
keeps me safe here

If you hear me, calling your name
Come find me
and save me from my obsession

(obsession, obsession)
My obsession
(obsession, obsession)

How come the shame and loneliness
brings me such relief
Your blood's still boiling in my veins
Through you I live

but are you worth living for?


I'm taken over by the ghosts
of fears I've never faced
You're all I know but nothing I have
this love's making me sick

[Chorus 2x] x
Song Comments

"WOW!" Monicka! THAT is some REALLY "Good Stuff"! Those lyrics are WonderFULL!(so glad they are "written" in the video too) I won't assume that you meant this when writing them, but THAT is EXACTLY what I believe "GOD" is going through right now(within each and every one of us). Beautiful Work! Truly... "ART"iculate!!! -M-

2020 IAIA Golden Kayak Award Nominees

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