A song from a girl who was abused at school by everyone and her resolve.
Rick Dakotah/Sierra Dawn
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This was written by a friend that wrote down many lyrics/poems during her turbulent years at school. She also sang around her State with many greats and was invited to sing at many shows.
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Pretending To Be Loved (Sierra Jordan)
In this world of mass confusion
I’m sick of trying, sick of choosing
Never winning always losing
And everyday it’s getting sadder
When everything doesn’t seem to matter
And all this life is just a failure
I used to laugh, I learned to cry
Because now we’re living just to die
And we take in stride this broken time
That we once had called today
That we once had called today
Suddenly everything is different
That used to be the same
But this is just the end
Nothing less and nothing more
No one to blame nothing to lose
No one to love no one to use
My heart is just a bleeding bruise
The tears that seeds and heals my needs
An endless search for warmth and heat
For I am cold and I am taut
Nothing like I used to be
But it’s okay it’s just my life
Nothing to be ashamed of
And it’s okay to put my heart
Pretending to be loved
Yeah
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