All music and lyrics by Eric W. Aittala
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fiogf49gjkf0d There's something I need to confess
This burden hangs heavy on my chest
I admit I am a fraud
Never believing in your God
And I can't go on living this façade
I never felt the way you felt
Never praying at the alter at which I knelt
A show of devotion so genuine
Evil residing in angels' skin
But you only saw a soul untouched by sin
I sought conviction in your divinity
But in return I only offered my blasphemy
I wanted so much to believe
That I almost had myself deceived
I tried to grasp your holy conviction
But I found it nothing more than a sick addiction
Couldn't understand what it was all about
So I pretended to be so devout
But I was always searching for a way out
Couldn't go on playing this charade
I wanted to tell you but I was too afraid
You don't know how hard I tried
From keeping you from seeing my dark side
But the evil part of me would no longer hide
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