Dr Terribol
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3/20/2007 1:01:30 PM
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My Gwandson
My grandson was born a tiny while ago.
Seeing him makes me think, about where I was and what I thought and felt when I was just born, and I seeing as how I was born laughing I thought I ought to get my wee grandson to laugh too.
So I did.
And it was the nicest little secret laugh between he and I, that there will ever be because I never will forget.
I know he knew I knew he knows what's going on.
I knew he knew I knew he was all here already, and as it's so busy on the outside and is so full of vivid imagery and impressions he knew old grandad (sheeeeet, I is only 49, what did my darling daughter do to me?) wouldnee mind if he pretended to be half here or asleep.
So I talked to him and sang to him and told him what a wicked mummy he had to leave him all alone for 2 minutes and then he laughed and I was ready and waiting for it see, cos I knew he could.
Yes, I'd been enquiring of my daughter, has he had a laugh yet?
Well, sort of said she.
So knowing that's what grandads are supposed to be meant for, I sang to him and he opened his eyes up and was squinting trying to see who I was, but I remember when my own father held me that first time and he was very tender how much I enjoyed it, and I remember knowing all of the bigguns didn't know I was very much a thinking unit just as they, but I knew very fast they didn't quite understand this, so now, seeing as I know myself inside out from beginning to end and back and before and even met the eyes of love once, who told me not to fear anything at all, and told me I was forgiven for everything, I knew then, as I just said, how my little grandson would be feeling, and so that's what I told him, and that's just about when he laughed, just quick like, because for all he knew they might already send him out to get a job if he acted too grown up, too fast, that's why I am sure he is pretending to need to sleep a lot.
Well, I am just kidding, I know he misses home, the land of the light, like all of us do after we get born right out of the spirit that created the Universe, and then find ourselves here, ourselves, such a wealth, in such a place, humpfh, however, yeah, I guess he may have laughed because he knew it was silly grwandad talking nonsense, he knew he'd have to get used to it too, probably knew, seeing as how children are very advanced these days,
Yeah he didn't pop out with pen in hand doing equations and calling for a seminar with Einstein but he probably will want to, until he finds out even old Einstein kicked it, Einstein, well, he told us, there is no time, so that's what I always try to tell those bossy people in jobs when they say, "Doc you are late again," After I explain, they wish they'd never said anything, that's how I arrive, never before the morning break.
My grandson is called Diego, and his mam probably called him that so it fits in with songs knowing he will have to renew rock n roll, Go Diego go maybe one day your name will be in lights singing Diego be good tonight go go go Diego go
Get it?
Okay then.
He also learned to write quite very well and on top of that he played his old sitar like ringing a bell Go go Diego go
I remember when I started experimenting with sound, I was in my cot/crib and it looked like prison with all of those bars, I said to myself, "What did I do wrong, I've only been born a trifle of a while?"
Then seeing as I had explained all the secrets of the Universe to my 3 year much older than I, sister, before she explained, "Yeah, but, you have to learn to make different tones first because I know what you mean but we can't really understand you," I was pretty shocked, as the story I'd told her was a long one about the eyes of love, and how we all are here to be like those eyes of love, and we are not meant to fail and if we do, it would only be our own fault, so she showed me a few tones on lips, and tongue, like, 'Buh buh buh beh beh ruh ruh duh duh,' And off I went, all afternoon, on top of this, when
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