Ainslie Henderson
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4/13/2009 4:58:06 PM
do birds still use bird feeders in the summer?
I miss my life. and I don’t know where it is. I am full of organic potato and stilton. my blessed little man boobs are coming on a treat. contentment threatens from the end of every finger. but old joys and new hopes loom like bindweed in the soil, stubborn and determined. it’s in the spring, like now, when the sun takes ages to go down, it darkens less and less. I wonder what was it that I wanted? what was it that I thought was on the way?, should I still be looking for that?, the shadow shape a dream leaves in your head. I lay in the same position in my bed, still because if you move to catch it, you lose it quicker still. I don’t know. maybe I should put some more butter on my potato and have a bottle of wine. I miss my life. where did it go. and what is this? funny fake film between me and it. search engine. someone said that hope is the feathered thing that perches in your soul. It's as easy to frighten as the birds that flirt with the feeder I’ve hung outside my window. do birds stop coming to feeders in the summer?, is it just a winter trick?. I’ve noticed them waking me in the morning less and less. and god knows I need as many things as I can get to wake me in the morning.
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4/14/2009 5:40:14 AM
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It feels as though you've been wandering around in my mind for the last few days. I'm always intrigued by your thought process... and find myself lost in the depths of your words, pondering and searching for the answers to that of which you have written.
I don't know if birds come to feeders in the summer either... but lets continue to 'hope' for such.
I wish you well Ainslie.
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