Zeeza
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6/21/2022 4:21:49 PM
Help Me Saint-Anne
Help me Saint- Anne
It's been quite a life changing last 6 months for me. I'll get the worst of it off of my list, my husband passed away suddenly and without warning in Decembre. The shock was intense and left me in a state of post trauma and an intense morning. As it is with the loss of a loved one so fast. It left me dazed and lost. My life is starting to pick itself up and I’m ready to move on with that.
The love and friend of my life and father of my children has left us.
Next came one of the worst big storms of Quebec, Help me Saint Anne! While I was in my cottage home, 8 old big trees fell on my property, destroying my 2 decks, windows cracked more then in one spot, electrical mast gone, no electricity, no water. Bang Boom, it felt like war. Giant pine trees uprooted, even a giant oak tree.
I won’t go into the details of the 2 and half weeks of trees, dangling over my bedroom, hydro wires everywhere. Thank Heaven my instruments and almost everything inside is untouched. It's like a miracle. I’ve been through basic training in the military, but nothing prepared me for this. I was alone, I mean really alone, with candles, a few power stations and no internet, no phone. I was stuck between live wire and the river. (Like one of my songs)
I tell myself at least I’m alive, I still sing, dance and play guitar. So God wants me to stay around encore. Eventhough it looks like I live in a favela think Rosio, the damage actually inspires me to look towards the future. Its not that bad playing guitar on a partially wrecked deck, totally cracked cement stairs and wires everywhere. So much work to do.
I'm pretty strong for stuff like that. Happy day people.
I have songs to record and music to play even with all of this mess. It's like starting all over again.
Zeeza Love (Christiane Thibault)
What I need the most? A Warrior.
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