Two Silo Complex
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1/17/2020 12:38:53 PM
Thank you Kurt for giving "Don't care" a listen and for your comments.
As with most of my subject matter in "Two Silo Complex"
Its a trip down dark, brooding, troubled waters.
Appreciate your feedback.
my favorite line in that one is "while your out there chasing your demons this old train has broken down"
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Psyche's Muse
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1/29/2020 5:15:30 PM
About This Song (Don’t Care)...
Upon first listening to it and reading the lyrics, I was TOTALLY taken aback! I was completely "Shocked" and conveyed this unto Ken saying, “PLEASE!!! DO NOT Give Up! Please DO!!! CARE”. At this time I had "misread" his "intentions" within those lyrics about "scorching the earth" while "chasing demons". I’d assumed that he was speaking for “all of us” here on this earth, collectively, having to partake in the endless bullshit, all being done only for “selfish gain”, which, with certainty, can fill each and every one of us with that “Spirit of Hopelessness”. And “Hopelessness” DOES reside “here” in THIS situation... the one which is constantly occurring before each and every one of us… right here... right NOW… each and every day. Be that as it may, Ken then explained to me how this song was intended as a “love lost” song between two people. One of them is reminiscing(living in the past) and then, upon feeling overwhelmed by a sense of gloom and doom about “THAT” suddenly “discovers/realises” that (for him) “To Stop Caring”(about her/them) could actually become a “Healing Process” whereby he could alleviate himself from that “Overwhelming Sense Of Gloom And Doom”. Interestingly, all of that “Gloom And Doom” was being caused by some actually “Good” memories which had simply “gone” bad(and were no longer “true”). Anyway, I was VERY relieved to hear THAT version of the story from Ken! “Thank God!”! “THAT” is what this song is about! Whew! It’s NOT so “ominous” after all! And this is what I “thought/believed” until I experienced this song’s message in a “personal” fashion. And “now” for me to say “Fuck It!” and “To Hell With It!” actually DOES MEAN SOMETHING TO ME PERSONALLY! I can now “relate” unto the “truth” of a “medicinal” quality to this song’s saying, “Don’t Care”!!! And it is now more horrifying than ever before! For now “I AM GUILTY!”... by “justifying” these words! For I “AGREED” with the “merit” of “Don’t Care”. And I can see the “remedy” and “value” in “Not Caring”!(tears filling my eyes). And now I am possessed by that “Spirit Of Jonah”. For Jonah had a message which could “save the world”. And yet “HE HATED THAT WORLD So Much” that he didn’t want to deliver “The Message” unto those people because he hated the thought of “THEM” actually “accepting” and “agreeing” with that message… which would mean that “They WILL NOT Be Destroyed”! And here, all my life I had sat in judgment of those “stupid” Christian brothers of mine who “wanted” and actually “waited upon” the destruction of this whole world by fire… thinking how “ignorant” and “foolish” they all were. And now here I sit “guilty” of this horrendous wish of theirs. I am not “constantly” possessed by it(would not be writing this right now were that the case), but having “justified” and “accepted” this perspective/viewpoint/opinion willingly and having been wholly “possessed” by the “spirit of these words” has actually lessened my faith in the “Spirit Of Hope” which used to be my full blown belief(also being the origin of my original correspondence with Ken about This Song ). So, “Thank You”, Ken… for-giving-me this “version”(vision) of insightful contemplation… so sickeningly sincere and honest… for in the bible Jesus says, “ALL IS GOOD FOR FOOD”... so long as it be... “TRUE”! And now “this battle of ideas” is no longer some thing “between” me and you... for it now resides in “me, myself, and I”. And hopefully, upon fuller “digestion”, a birth will take place in my life(from this seed which you have planted in me) which will give me “adoration” for all the “stench” which is “here”. And tho it be only a “turd” coming out of me… still it will be a fertilizer and “food”(for thought). For the thought of “my own demise” means NOTHING to me now… yet my contemplating “The Demise Of This Whole World!”... SHOULD MEAN SO MUCH MORE to me than “that”! This Is Serious Stuff! -M-
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Psyche's Muse
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1/29/2020 5:59:42 PM
---- Updated 1/29/2020 6:05:52 PM
BTW Ken... "any and all" of the songs listed upon our Artist Page are fair game unto You(and "anyone/everyone else") for doing "Cover" versions. Hopefully, there will be times where our original improv piece will be kept/used as a "seed"(or some "thing") beneath the "covers"(hahaha!). But, so long as "we are notified that a cover has been done" and will receive some type of credit as being "source" material... everything's fine! And should anyone become a millionaire(hahaha again!) by doing these "covers" it would be quite generous of them if they'd at least make an "offering" of... say 10%... back this way... unto "us"... here at the site!(gotta keep this place a runnin' ya know) -M-
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