6/25/2018 1:43:27 AM
longing for the days..
Had another sadfest for myself tonight and I ended up thinking about the days, oh so long ago, when things were not so serious. When I was in college, living with my girlfriend, skipping class without a care, when my first glimpse of daylight was her passing me a bong for the start of another perfect wasted day. oh what I would do now for just one moment when I didn't have the weight of the world pulling me down and out. I was never cut out for family responsibility, I never desired it, never asked for it, I went along with it to please my mate and it turned out to be my demise as a free person, I will never escape it, til I finally see my heartbeat stop and my life drain away, never soon enough.
but once, a long long long long time ago, I lived without a care, now that was living.