I died so many times last night by Noah Spaceship on The Pipeline at IndieMusicPeople

I died so many times last night
Some of you know I have seizures. Lat night I had a very long bout of seizure after seizure into earlier today. I watched my life pass several times, more than I can remember at this point. I woke up after one seizure and I was laying by my front door with it wide open, I vaguely remember crawling over the door to open it for some cool fresh air. I was ready to go, I was at peace with my life. I really didn't think I would be here right now to pinch myself and I still feel like I did die and this might be a dream. Either way, I am here and I type a blog and my mind is a little blown. I felt glands releasing chemicals into my bloodstream, like adrenaline and dopamine, it was so lucid at times every cell in my body made itself known. I could feel the electricity concentrating and shifting from one area to another. The way oxygen was reacting in my lungs and transferring to my heart and head kept waking my up as if each breath gave just enough energy to keep me from slipping the rest of the way away. I wasn't afraid. I was very happy and confident that things were perfect. I finally had enough strength to get up a couple of hours ago. It has been quite a while since I have experienced an episode like this and I can say without reservation that I would not wish this condition on anyone. It is easy to take our health for granted. It is even easier to take the people around us for granted.
So, yeah, I'm still in the game, I guess,.. if this is real life, that is.
Pretty sure we are all dead and this is the Matrix.
Anyhow, time to make some new music.
FU

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Father Time

4/20/2016 9:25:53 PM

Man sorry to hear this. Glad you're still with us!

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Stoneman

4/20/2016 9:46:52 PM

Man, sorry you are going through this. Yeah, I have had my own recent death defying thrills. Sometimes the pain is so bad that I wish I was dead. But life continues until it is my time to graduate. I see death as a graduation to the next level of life. So glad you are still around! Sending you good vibes to get better!

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Larree

4/20/2016 10:11:55 PM

Glad you're here to tell us about it! Sounds like a heavy new song coming. FU!

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4/21/2016 5:04:27 AM

Hang in there. Our band is already pronounced dead. That withstanding I just released another one of our records, there's a couple left.

I am known, by a name other than my real one. I am a celebrity.
I have chosen not to reveal my more well-known identity for a variety
of professional reasons. You all here, know me as Dick Whitman,
which is closer to my real name than almost any of you realize.
I'm surprised some of you haven't guessed, but the band I was in,
(we Dicks all came from different bands, and now we've either gone back
or gone into rehab, not saying who is what where)
was popular in the 80s. So no one will even guess who I am. So be it.

If you are here, you are here for a reason.
Whether here is here or here is matrix and as you say, we are all already dead.
Which, having taken LSD in my life, I won't rule out. Were we ever here?
I don't know. Who really does. Who that had acid?

One way or another, we, and we includes you, Mr Ark,
are here for a reason. Here's to you realizing yours. -Dick Whitman

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4/21/2016 5:04:47 AM

PS

What the fuck is FU?

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Father Time

4/21/2016 5:12:04 AM

Well here's the FU theme song.

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4/21/2016 5:50:15 AM

Wow.

That was Cool.

Future Unity.
The Indie Rallying Cry.
Definitely Cool.
BITCHIN' Guitar Sound too by the way.

~L

Oh.

Hold the phone.

I got so lost in the song, I forgot what the post is about.

Noah,

I actually did die, and come back,
although truthfully, I suspect I came back to a parallel universe;
because some elements of history ended up being, well, different.
Enough that I noticed. No one else here sees anything different.
I therefore reckon I did indeed die in one universe,
and come back to wherever this one is. Beyond that, I could not say,
for beyond that I do not know.

But if you are anything like me, and by that what I mean is,
if you have had any sort of the upheaval in your life that I have
experienced in mine, you may be questioning even your own
point to existence... we're here for a reason, Noah.
I'm pretty damned sure of that.

We Are Here To Rock.

FU, then.

Future Unity.

We're Coming.
And You'll ALL Know It As We Arrive.

You're One Of Us, Noah.

Hang in there, my friend.

~L

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Two Silo Complex

4/21/2016 7:39:13 AM

Whoa Noah that is some serious shit.
Wishing you well brother keep on rockin'

Two Silo Complex,
Ken

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4/21/2016 8:31:37 AM

Hey, by the way,
"I Died So Many Times Last Night" kinda sounds like a good song title.
This may not be the time to mention that however. Or, maybe it is.
What the f*** do I know. Feel better my friend. God Bless, Much Love, ~Lesley

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Psyche's Muse

4/21/2016 8:46:35 AM

...Welcome Back! Noah! ...the Matrix is obviously still in need of "your" imput! Stay "plugged-in" now... and take the rest of us for a little ride... like NEO!!! -M-

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Two Silo Complex

4/21/2016 2:24:05 PM

Damn I just read that Price also had seizures whoa

“I’ve never spoken about this before but I was born epileptic,” he told PBS’s Tavis Smiley. “I used to have seizures when I was young. My mother and father didn’t know what to do or how to handle it but they did the best they could with what little they had.”

Two Silo Complex,
Ken

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LyinDan

4/21/2016 4:19:58 PM

Damn, man...well...don't unplug!...we need you here

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Bob Elliott

4/21/2016 4:47:30 PM

So sorry to hear you have to go through that.

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SILVERWOODSTUDIO

4/21/2016 9:11:22 PM

Fred that is a heavy load for you to carry, especially when you have loved ones , last night was not your time, but we are so fragile, each day is an amazing gift. and we waste so much time on trivia, you are a survivor IMO.

Every day death hovers just behind us, for me on my left shoulder, sometimes I can catch a glimpse,

I have experienced drowning, when I was in my 30s, and found myself floating in the sea at night after our boat sank, there was no moon and it was pitch black, Death talked to me then and suggested it was my time, I nearly panicked, actually in my mind I did, but my body just kept treading water, He or she was very appealing not at all scary just talking in my ear, persuasive, friendly even, this went on for about 2 hours, my mind and body separated, and I treaded water like an automaton .

The moon began to slowly rise, from behind a hill, and gradually I could see---I felt elated, my senses returned and I could see remnants from the boat, an oar was only 30 metres away death was gone for sure didn't even think of him/her, swam to the oar, and slowly dogpaddled to land one hand on mr oar, took ages but I knew I was safe as soon as I had that light, and conscious thought

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The Rhythm Kings

4/22/2016 7:11:50 AM

Wow. Glad to hear you are OK! Be Well. Bruce

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Chandra Moon

4/22/2016 2:10:40 PM

Jeez. Be well x

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EM GIEL

4/22/2016 10:53:15 PM

Noah, be good..don't be freaked out. You are strong and always will be. Best of luck

EM

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4/23/2016 9:12:28 AM

Sometimes, it's good to know we have people who care about us
and are in our corner.

If you ever need a pal to talk to,
you can reach me
at

musicmanager2001@yahoo.com

and

American_Lesley_Jane@yahoo.com

And let me ask you,

are you adverse to me writing a song
called "I Died So Many Times Last Night"....
because man is that a bitchin' song title...

I'll defer, in the event YOU wish to write the f***In' think. Of course.

Feel better. God Bless, Much Love, Your Pal, ~Lesley

Sure we're bloody pals.

We see dead people. How many pals we got?
I mean living ones who aren't scared away by us.

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4/23/2016 9:13:29 AM

PS,

yes, and I can 'read this'
when do I get my Pope Badge?

I'll write Francis and thank him for warming up the crowd for me.

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LyinDan

4/23/2016 5:22:16 PM

Hello, Noah? Noah? Helloooo?

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Lars Mars

4/24/2016 12:39:34 PM

Fred, okay now?

It's been a few days..

Hope you're recovering. That sounds torturous.

Wishing you well,
Glenn

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Shoe City Sound

4/24/2016 8:36:36 PM

I have read this post a few times with the total intention of commenting but honestly, Fred, Rob - I am speechless. Anything I want to say is really lame compared with your stories of survival.

D

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Noah Spaceship

4/25/2016 7:08:59 PM

Thanks for the support and love you guys. I enjoyed reading your comments.

I really appreciate being and sharing, and this group here is dear to me.

I am so sad Prince died. I'm pretty sure this is some alternate reality I woke up into.

some crazy ass shit. Onward!!

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SILVERWOODSTUDIO

4/25/2016 7:58:52 PM

Dolores/ Fred

True but that was 20 years ago-----

I 've had a head on car crash since then, I'm accident prone and left handed, but a survivor no doubt. as is Noah I believe !

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Two Silo Complex

4/25/2016 8:33:29 PM

Damn Rob and Noah you guys are awesome musically and indestructible where do I get some of that water?

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4/26/2016 8:52:21 AM

Yo. Noah.

Prince hit the ground running my friend.

Go hear my new one,
"She So Fine She So Fine"----Prince helped me with that one,
we worked all night till five in the morning,
picked it up and finished it the next day.
Right after watching Saturday Night Live
where they shows all the Prince performances,

I felt Prince's presence like a 'mofo'...
and then, boom, I heard this new song in my head,
Prince was singing it, going 'okay you wanna get with this?'
I had a choice, I could sleep, I could stay with Prince and make a record.

Did the second. Fuck sleep,

oh by the way,

this settles it,

I'm re-releasing a Classic BEATLESEX Song,

"You Can't Kill Me"

You just made me decide that shit, totally, Noah.

I was thinkin' bout it before anyway,

but For You, This Shit's Going OUT. Let me go find that one....

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